Meh..

money can buy everything. but perhaps LOVE needs more than that.

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A moment of infinite sadness

The world seemed to have caved in on me.
It's absolutely silent, silenced by emptiness.
The road ahead seemed to be obscure and ended.
It's absolutely dark, dark with sadness.
When love loses it's meaning, it's like a candle that is burnt out.
Every memories of pain contributes to a infinite cycle of depression.
When every values seemed to have tumbled from it's lack of foundation.
When the very thing whih brought meaning to the soul falters.
The air in my lungs are thinning, humour had lost it's favour.
Everything built upon emptiness has materialised it's futility.
When the definition of self is gone,how can one genuinely love anything?

you question her her actions in your heart your worries lay slowly surely it cancers your tissues but do not speak a word of it never allow a peek for it is expected that you show no misery your worries multiple fuelled by paranoia was she convincing enough? you doubt her her words tempted to voice out but you couldn't you have a sorrow she must not see for indirectly you utter you do not need her concern in fact you do now you must choose for the fork shows two paths one of ignorance and one of truth

i'm worried that tiara would be retained..

my aunt went to frankfurt four years ago. she returned yesterday with an addition to the family =) a 17(?) month old thingy. i have a GERMAN cousin!!! YEAH YEAH YEAH!!! she's malay-german. hybrids have become popular ever since keanu reeves posed with trenchcoats that inspired two teens in columbine to murder their schoolmates some time back. did i mention she's got german blood? german women are HOT. period.

whenever i think of germany, i tink of petite blood girls in their huge dresses, with a long pole humped on their shoulder, with a bucket of water hanging fromt each end. ok if you lack a certain imaginative component in your mind, think of the lady in the dutch lady milk carton. =) when i'm 34 and juggling work and family life, she'll be 17, and living the carefree life as a teen. she'll be one hell of a heartbreaker. MALAY + GERMAN = GERMALAY

i have one week of holiday remaining..

scenario: it's morning, you wake up and cook breakfast for your love. you return with a tray of pancakes and warm milk. do you find her: 1.asleep? 2.awake? hidden meanings 1. you love her just the way she is. you take her for who she is. you do not expect her to change anything about herself for you 2. you compare her to different people. you would want them to change the way they are to suit your liking i found her asleep

it's almost 1am. you turn your laptop off. assignments have been a bitch and it took you the whole morning, noon and night to complete it. you head for your precious little bed, tucked away at the corner of your room. you smile at it's seemingly comfortable exterior. it seems to drag you towards it with it's allure, but you hell didnt mind it doing that. just before tucking in, you search for your misplaced alarm clock, and notice that it's just beside your laptop. so you turn the dials on the clock, clockwise to adjust the time, anticlockwise to set the ring duration. you prop the clock on the desk adjacent to your bed. you look at your guitar, she sitting there all alone. you decide to play it a little before going off to bed. you put down the guitar after the alarm clock went off. you notice it's 7am.

kamal says: wat's the diff bet emo and indie? ||##XxXx##||She Suck Dicks For Breakfast, Balls For Snacks||##xXx##|| says: emo fuck themselves...indie dont ||##XxXx##||She Suck Dicks For Breakfast, Balls For Snacks||##xXx##|| says: emo r masochists....indie are hippies ||##XxXx##||She Suck Dicks For Breakfast, Balls For Snacks||##xXx##|| says: emo drink blood... indie peace out kamal says: .. kamal says: dont gimme vague explanations lah kamal says: detailed skit bleh ||##XxXx##||She Suck Dicks For Breakfast, Balls For Snacks||##xXx##|| says: betol lah ||##XxXx##||She Suck Dicks For Breakfast, Balls For Snacks||##xXx##|| says: c'mon lah kamal ||##XxXx##||She Suck Dicks For Breakfast, Balls For Snacks||##xXx##|| says: GROW up lah ||##XxXx##||She Suck Dicks For Breakfast, Balls For Snacks||##xXx##|| says: ur so superficial ||##XxXx##||She Suck Dicks For Breakfast, Balls For Snacks||##xXx##|| says: i i mean...ditch the fashion statements...its almost the same Ænimic says: Emo = Sad Fucking Music...i mean they're crying even when they fuck ||##XxXx##||She Suck Dicks For Breakfast, Balls For Snacks||##xXx##|| says: emo scream in their music most of the time...indie music is like.... an underground culture, uncommercialised Ænimic says: Indie = Out of tuned guitars with emo hairstyle that is slightly nicer coz this time they're smiling ||##XxXx##||She Suck Dicks For Breakfast, Balls For Snacks||##xXx##|| says: ahahaha...yeah....emo is like....a person who love to stay alone.....dont talk... nerd...always kena bully.... kamal says: fuck both genres lah Ænimic says: actually Indie actually means Independiente... kamal says: BLUES IS DA TRUTH!! Ænimic says: I cant handle the truth...coz metal is way better at lying ||##XxXx##||She Suck Dicks For Breakfast, Balls For Snacks||##xXx##|| says: emo always look down on themselves...hurt themselves...freaks ah actually...they dont attract girl's attention at all ||##XxXx##||She Suck Dicks For Breakfast, Balls For Snacks||##xXx##|| says: indie is the MOST releks tau ||##XxXx##||She Suck Dicks For Breakfast, Balls For Snacks||##xXx##|| says: u noe tat ? ||##XxXx##||She Suck Dicks For Breakfast, Balls For Snacks||##xXx##|| says: NOOOOOOOOOO ||##XxXx##||She Suck Dicks For Breakfast, Balls For Snacks||##xXx##|| says: becoz ||##XxXx##||She Suck Dicks For Breakfast, Balls For Snacks||##xXx##|| says: u ||##XxXx##||She Suck Dicks For Breakfast, Balls For Snacks||##xXx##|| says: r ||##XxXx##||She Suck Dicks For Breakfast, Balls For Snacks||##xXx##|| says: stoooopid ||##XxXx##||She Suck Dicks For Breakfast, Balls For Snacks||##xXx##|| says: hahahahahahahahaha kamal says: blues is the most relek.. kamal says: adult music kamal says: Ænimic says: yeah chill out Ænimic says: like kocoking on a sunday morning kinda feeling ||##XxXx##||She Suck Dicks For Breakfast, Balls For Snacks||##xXx##|| says: ahahahahaha ||##XxXx##||She Suck Dicks For Breakfast, Balls For Snacks||##xXx##|| says: otak KUNING bekarat kamal says: indie = budak step nak jadi "unique" ||##XxXx##||She Suck Dicks For Breakfast, Balls For Snacks||##xXx##|| says: no kamal says: emo = jubo united kamal says: ROCK IS DA TRUTH!! ||##XxXx##||She Suck Dicks For Breakfast, Balls For Snacks||##xXx##|| says: unique ? ||##XxXx##||She Suck Dicks For Breakfast, Balls For Snacks||##xXx##|| says: wad the fyck sial ||##XxXx##||She Suck Dicks For Breakfast, Balls For Snacks||##xXx##|| says: indie is just music kamal says: kamal says: i seriously dont give a tau.. kamal says: all this labelling and stuff.. kamal says: damn ah.. kamal says: we are all teens inside... ||##XxXx##||She Suck Dicks For Breakfast, Balls For Snacks||##xXx##|| says: im indie tau ||##XxXx##||She Suck Dicks For Breakfast, Balls For Snacks||##xXx##|| says: im indie......] kamal says: ||##XxXx##||She Suck Dicks For Breakfast, Balls For Snacks||##xXx##|| says: indie kamal says: is tt wat u call urself? ||##XxXx##||She Suck Dicks For Breakfast, Balls For Snacks||##xXx##|| says: im indie kamal says: or do ppl label u tt? ||##XxXx##||She Suck Dicks For Breakfast, Balls For Snacks||##xXx##|| says: yes ||##XxXx##||She Suck Dicks For Breakfast, Balls For Snacks||##xXx##|| says: ppl label me ||##XxXx##||She Suck Dicks For Breakfast, Balls For Snacks||##xXx##|| says: i dont label myself ||##XxXx##||She Suck Dicks For Breakfast, Balls For Snacks||##xXx##|| says: i love listening to indies ||##XxXx##||She Suck Dicks For Breakfast, Balls For Snacks||##xXx##|| says: i chg my looks like indie ||##XxXx##||She Suck Dicks For Breakfast, Balls For Snacks||##xXx##|| says: bt dont call myself one till U fuckers ask ||##XxXx##||She Suck Dicks For Breakfast, Balls For Snacks||##xXx##|| says: hmph! Ænimic says: hmm... Ænimic says: well thats still the same as u wanting to appear indie. Ænimic says: anyways...its usually fashion statements that people care about.. kamal says: if ppl label u then it's like u're not urself anymore.. kamal says: tt's kinda .. Ænimic says: well,for me...whatever i wear...i wear my music in my heart and let my playing tell what i'm wearing.. ||##XxXx##||She Suck Dicks For Breakfast, Balls For Snacks||##xXx##|| says: if ppl hu looks indie \, u call them poseurs,... ||##XxXx##||She Suck Dicks For Breakfast, Balls For Snacks||##xXx##|| says: if ppl lebel themselves as an indie...u call them poseurs ||##XxXx##||She Suck Dicks For Breakfast, Balls For Snacks||##xXx##|| says: tell me... ||##XxXx##||She Suck Dicks For Breakfast, Balls For Snacks||##xXx##|| says: how to indie ppl fucking exist if u call all of them poeurs ? ||##XxXx##||She Suck Dicks For Breakfast, Balls For Snacks||##xXx##|| says: poseurs* ||##XxXx##||She Suck Dicks For Breakfast, Balls For Snacks||##xXx##|| says: when is this trend of vile criticism goin to end ? kamal says: i'm an apek kamal says: i wear singlets and shorts kamal says: COME FOLLOW MY TREND!!! ||##XxXx##||She Suck Dicks For Breakfast, Balls For Snacks||##xXx##|| says: i call myself indie...becoz u donnoe i look like one.,...and u donnoe tat i AM one...so if i don say a fuckin word...hu the hell is gonna realiza what im really into these days ? kamal says: why follow a trend? kamal says: watever happened to individuality kamal says: ??? ||##XxXx##||She Suck Dicks For Breakfast, Balls For Snacks||##xXx##|| says: its not a trend...its culture... ||##XxXx##||She Suck Dicks For Breakfast, Balls For Snacks||##xXx##|| says: i chged my culture ||##XxXx##||She Suck Dicks For Breakfast, Balls For Snacks||##xXx##|| says: not trend ||##XxXx##||She Suck Dicks For Breakfast, Balls For Snacks||##xXx##|| says: trend where clothes...they dont listen to songs ||##XxXx##||She Suck Dicks For Breakfast, Balls For Snacks||##xXx##|| says: wear* ||##XxXx##||She Suck Dicks For Breakfast, Balls For Snacks||##xXx##|| says: hmmm.... ||##XxXx##||She Suck Dicks For Breakfast, Balls For Snacks||##xXx##|| says: what's fuckin interesting to be someone of absoltue SIMPLICITY? Ænimic says: hmm music determines the fashion..that i agree ||##XxXx##||She Suck Dicks For Breakfast, Balls For Snacks||##xXx##|| says: with nooooo culture... kamal says: define culture for me Ænimic says: what he said also.. kamal says: 'culture' is? ||##XxXx##||She Suck Dicks For Breakfast, Balls For Snacks||##xXx##|| says: culture.... u look at urself ||##XxXx##||She Suck Dicks For Breakfast, Balls For Snacks||##xXx##|| says: ur not indie Ænimic says: i really dun understand what culture is.. kamal says: i'm MALAY ||##XxXx##||She Suck Dicks For Breakfast, Balls For Snacks||##xXx##|| says: why fuss ? Ænimic says: wait wait.. Ænimic says: wait wait.. ||##XxXx##||She Suck Dicks For Breakfast, Balls For Snacks||##xXx##|| says: nooooo ||##XxXx##||She Suck Dicks For Breakfast, Balls For Snacks||##xXx##|| says: i dont wait kamal says: wait ||##XxXx##||She Suck Dicks For Breakfast, Balls For Snacks||##xXx##|| says: ur throwing my conscience back to emo u noe tat Ænimic says: i mean...what does indie do to define themselves as a culture and not just a fashion? ||##XxXx##||She Suck Dicks For Breakfast, Balls For Snacks||##xXx##|| says: i mean...im sick of poseurs tooo....bt...cant u just thinkk a second Ænimic says: i can look at myself too...but i dunno what makes myself an indie...coz i dunno what indie does thats so different from being a fashion.. Ænimic says: i mean..that goes for all concepts too...not just indie alone ||##XxXx##||She Suck Dicks For Breakfast, Balls For Snacks||##xXx##|| says: i mean...govt have steal parts of our freedom.... and now...the PPL criticise OUR trend OR culture...thinks us as poseurs... ||##XxXx##||She Suck Dicks For Breakfast, Balls For Snacks||##xXx##|| says: sooo...we live in a world full of fuckers trying to make the world SIMPLE ||##XxXx##||She Suck Dicks For Breakfast, Balls For Snacks||##xXx##|| says: becoz...they dont give a fuckin shit to trends or cultures kamal says: govt have steal parts of our freedom.... ||##XxXx##||She Suck Dicks For Breakfast, Balls For Snacks||##xXx##|| says: now...YOU tell me...hu r the ppl... hu r REALLY deserving to earn a label as INDIE ? kamal says: dont drag politics into it coz it's got nothing to do with govt ||##XxXx##||She Suck Dicks For Breakfast, Balls For Snacks||##xXx##|| says: no ? and why not ? becoz they're poseurs ? ||##XxXx##||She Suck Dicks For Breakfast, Balls For Snacks||##xXx##|| says: and how bout emo ? kamal says: why is the govt poseurs? ||##XxXx##||She Suck Dicks For Breakfast, Balls For Snacks||##xXx##|| says: hah ||##XxXx##||She Suck Dicks For Breakfast, Balls For Snacks||##xXx##|| says: u got tangled there kamal says: ppl kamal says: sorri kamal says: it's ppl Ænimic says: Concept and Govt got no link...concept does nothing to improve our lives...so stop being a soul supporter of concept...it doesnt help u earn anything in life cept for girls and popularity...but u still wont be doing any good to the society kamal says: so wat if ppl think u're poers? kamal says: SO WAT? ||##XxXx##||She Suck Dicks For Breakfast, Balls For Snacks||##xXx##|| says: yeas....but culture...is like....oUR heritage... Ænimic says: poseurs are nothing but confused people that just needs time to set their mind straights.. ||##XxXx##||She Suck Dicks For Breakfast, Balls For Snacks||##xXx##|| says: u noe... ||##XxXx##||She Suck Dicks For Breakfast, Balls For Snacks||##xXx##|| says: something that ur moyang do all that kamal says: does it make u sleep better when u feel like u're the coolest cat ont he block? ||##XxXx##||She Suck Dicks For Breakfast, Balls For Snacks||##xXx##|| says: BUT... this culture...the indie culture... ||##XxXx##||She Suck Dicks For Breakfast, Balls For Snacks||##xXx##|| says: its a culture where we as humans share bonds togther even more ||##XxXx##||She Suck Dicks For Breakfast, Balls For Snacks||##xXx##|| says: wad the hell u sayin man? c'mon Ænimic says: Indie? my heritage? i dun agree with that,thank you ||##XxXx##||She Suck Dicks For Breakfast, Balls For Snacks||##xXx##|| says: culture BRING US TOGETHZHER!!!!! kamal says: wat's ur culture? ||##XxXx##||She Suck Dicks For Breakfast, Balls For Snacks||##xXx##|| says: welll...ur culture org dayak ||##XxXx##||She Suck Dicks For Breakfast, Balls For Snacks||##xXx##|| says: i mean kamal says: malay rite? ||##XxXx##||She Suck Dicks For Breakfast, Balls For Snacks||##xXx##|| says: u HAVE to be in a moment where YOU can do soemthing fun for yourself... kamal says: so shldnt we be wearing baju kurongs and kebaye and prancind orchard road in those outfits hen? ||##XxXx##||She Suck Dicks For Breakfast, Balls For Snacks||##xXx##|| says: i mean...u ppl are so petty...u tink tat u arent deserving to be a culturist or wadever lah... i mean,... u tink tat u r like a poseur if u follow concept Ænimic says: honestly...i'm not flaming enyone here..i just wanna know..why Concept is sooo important to you,Azizi...and all those people? can give me a reason..seriously...i'm just asking this honestly...no flaming what so ever ||##XxXx##||She Suck Dicks For Breakfast, Balls For Snacks||##xXx##|| says: but why a poseur? kamal says: *ts a culture where we as humans share bonds togther even more* i can get that by jamming.. so jammingis a culture too? ||##XxXx##||She Suck Dicks For Breakfast, Balls For Snacks||##xXx##|| says: tell me...why u call an emo poseur ? ||##XxXx##||She Suck Dicks For Breakfast, Balls For Snacks||##xXx##|| says: like paul twodick ? ||##XxXx##||She Suck Dicks For Breakfast, Balls For Snacks||##xXx##|| says: why Ænimic says: read what i said lah... Ænimic says: flame here flame there...later all tired and block each other ||##XxXx##||She Suck Dicks For Breakfast, Balls For Snacks||##xXx##|| says: flame ? ||##XxXx##||She Suck Dicks For Breakfast, Balls For Snacks||##xXx##|| says: yup ||##XxXx##||She Suck Dicks For Breakfast, Balls For Snacks||##xXx##|| says: becoz ||##XxXx##||She Suck Dicks For Breakfast, Balls For Snacks||##xXx##|| says: NOW WE TOK FOR REAL ||##XxXx##||She Suck Dicks For Breakfast, Balls For Snacks||##xXx##|| says: hahahaha ||##XxXx##||She Suck Dicks For Breakfast, Balls For Snacks||##xXx##|| says: haoiz ||##XxXx##||She Suck Dicks For Breakfast, Balls For Snacks||##xXx##|| says: this are wad ppl do nowadays....doing stoopid forums arguing amongst themselves bout anti-culture or anti- ||##XxXx##||She Suck Dicks For Breakfast, Balls For Snacks||##xXx##|| says: anti-concept* ||##XxXx##||She Suck Dicks For Breakfast, Balls For Snacks||##xXx##|| says: i mean kamal says: why does it bother u? ||##XxXx##||She Suck Dicks For Breakfast, Balls For Snacks||##xXx##|| says: u cant stop anyone frm being what they want rite ||##XxXx##||She Suck Dicks For Breakfast, Balls For Snacks||##xXx##|| says: yeah ||##XxXx##||She Suck Dicks For Breakfast, Balls For Snacks||##xXx##|| says: nothings gained when u follow culture ||##XxXx##||She Suck Dicks For Breakfast, Balls For Snacks||##xXx##|| says: no....not bothering me la too much...just gettin irritated by ppl hu love to criticise someone hu is following a habit that they themselves dont ||##XxXx##||She Suck Dicks For Breakfast, Balls For Snacks||##xXx##|| says: like...im emo or indie...and ur soo releks,... and suddenly u blurted out words tat say tat im a poseur ||##XxXx##||She Suck Dicks For Breakfast, Balls For Snacks||##xXx##|| says: i mean...so wad lah...ur not...i am....what the hell.... kamal says: wait.. kamal says: define 'poser' ||##XxXx##||She Suck Dicks For Breakfast, Balls For Snacks||##xXx##|| says: why do ask a person questions that only YOU hold the answer? that's unfair...and even if i have the answer....u have ANOTHER answer....an answer u made up so u can win OVER me ||##XxXx##||She Suck Dicks For Breakfast, Balls For Snacks||##xXx##|| says: total domination...that's how we r like as MEN Ænimic says: urmm..poseur is just confused people..nothing wrong with them unless they start showing off...which they normally do...i got nothing against them...but they are always out there to irritate me.. ||##XxXx##||She Suck Dicks For Breakfast, Balls For Snacks||##xXx##|| says: ok ||##XxXx##||She Suck Dicks For Breakfast, Balls For Snacks||##xXx##|| says: emo....is a culture kamal says: now u're avoiding the question ||##XxXx##||She Suck Dicks For Breakfast, Balls For Snacks||##xXx##|| says: its supposed to be IN a blood of tat person kamal says: so culture is like a clique ||##XxXx##||She Suck Dicks For Breakfast, Balls For Snacks||##xXx##|| says: a poseur....hu's naturally fun...bubbly....always smiling...popular... ||##XxXx##||She Suck Dicks For Breakfast, Balls For Snacks||##xXx##|| says: and suddenly...he becomes emp ||##XxXx##||She Suck Dicks For Breakfast, Balls For Snacks||##xXx##|| says: emo* ||##XxXx##||She Suck Dicks For Breakfast, Balls For Snacks||##xXx##|| says: bt the personalitites that followed him when he's emo... like fun bubbly and cheerful.... kamal says: u're restricting the way ppl wanna live their lives man!!! ||##XxXx##||She Suck Dicks For Breakfast, Balls For Snacks||##xXx##|| says: THATS poseur...u become someone u r not ||##XxXx##||She Suck Dicks For Breakfast, Balls For Snacks||##xXx##|| says: like ur chinese hu impersonates as a bangla ||##XxXx##||She Suck Dicks For Breakfast, Balls For Snacks||##xXx##|| says: no ||##XxXx##||She Suck Dicks For Breakfast, Balls For Snacks||##xXx##|| says: YOU ARE ||##XxXx##||She Suck Dicks For Breakfast, Balls For Snacks||##xXx##|| says: becoz ur fuckin arguing with me about "wha the hell sial bout all this culture...itass nothin" ||##XxXx##||She Suck Dicks For Breakfast, Balls For Snacks||##xXx##|| says: tats how you tinkl rite ||##XxXx##||She Suck Dicks For Breakfast, Balls For Snacks||##xXx##|| says: hahahaaha ||##XxXx##||She Suck Dicks For Breakfast, Balls For Snacks||##xXx##|| says: C'MON ||##XxXx##||She Suck Dicks For Breakfast, Balls For Snacks||##xXx##|| says: BRING IT ON ||##XxXx##||She Suck Dicks For Breakfast, Balls For Snacks||##xXx##|| says: culture...branches out into two parts ||##XxXx##||She Suck Dicks For Breakfast, Balls For Snacks||##xXx##|| says: one is lifestyle...one is music ||##XxXx##||She Suck Dicks For Breakfast, Balls For Snacks||##xXx##|| says: indie is music ||##XxXx##||She Suck Dicks For Breakfast, Balls For Snacks||##xXx##|| says: emo is lifestyle Ænimic says: oh ok... Ænimic says: get it now... ||##XxXx##||She Suck Dicks For Breakfast, Balls For Snacks||##xXx##|| says: indie is nothing to be of shame from criticism...coz its a music trend...and it has its own fashion statements Ænimic says: but seriously...tone down on the seriousness...the world's gonna end anyways...whether u're in a culture or not..so it really aint THAT serious ||##XxXx##||She Suck Dicks For Breakfast, Balls For Snacks||##xXx##|| says: BUT emo is a lifestyle...its something u chg gradually every single time...not a sudden chg frm happy to emo Ænimic says: urmm anyways...what culture am i in if i wear normal clothes...i wanna know,serious...no flaming kamal says: could have saved me the trouble by telling tt earlier kamal says: hahha ||##XxXx##||She Suck Dicks For Breakfast, Balls For Snacks||##xXx##|| says: HAH ||##XxXx##||She Suck Dicks For Breakfast, Balls For Snacks||##xXx##|| says: i win! ||##XxXx##||She Suck Dicks For Breakfast, Balls For Snacks||##xXx##|| says: HAH kamal says: wow kamal says: Ænimic says: huh? hey u still havent answered my qns.. ||##XxXx##||She Suck Dicks For Breakfast, Balls For Snacks||##xXx##|| says: like Ænimic says: it just makes me wonder what makes a person indie...and what doesnt....that kinda thing ar.. ||##XxXx##||She Suck Dicks For Breakfast, Balls For Snacks||##xXx##|| says: i dont listen to nonsensical answers..they're of obvious answers...u noe and i noe...u shldnt ask again ||##XxXx##||She Suck Dicks For Breakfast, Balls For Snacks||##xXx##|| says: indie is a music trend...like i said... ||##XxXx##||She Suck Dicks For Breakfast, Balls For Snacks||##xXx##|| says: u like indie songs...indie is indiependant ||##XxXx##||She Suck Dicks For Breakfast, Balls For Snacks||##xXx##|| says: stuff like having hairstyles like EMO... ||##XxXx##||She Suck Dicks For Breakfast, Balls For Snacks||##xXx##|| says: those r just a few fashion statements of indie culture ||##XxXx##||She Suck Dicks For Breakfast, Balls For Snacks||##xXx##|| says: i mean...u can have PUNK hair...but most impt is the genre of music u listen to ||##XxXx##||She Suck Dicks For Breakfast, Balls For Snacks||##xXx##|| says: indie is nothing of that sort, where u can be proud of and all that stuff...its like....a sort of a hobby...where u like to listen to indie songs... kamal says: but in the eyes of PUNKS, would tt guy be a 'poser'? kamal says: damn this is some quantom .. ||##XxXx##||She Suck Dicks For Breakfast, Balls For Snacks||##xXx##|| says: indie have this rythm and beats.,..whereby when u wear something indie...the similarities are there...bt thats nt impt ||##XxXx##||She Suck Dicks For Breakfast, Balls For Snacks||##xXx##|| says: no.... Ænimic says: OHH....ok..i get what u mean ||##XxXx##||She Suck Dicks For Breakfast, Balls For Snacks||##xXx##|| says: POSEUR is a term ppl always use when they themselves are not in that concept or culture Ænimic says: Indie - Defined by music.. Ænimic says: Emo - Becoming Pop Culture Ænimic says: betol?> ||##XxXx##||She Suck Dicks For Breakfast, Balls For Snacks||##xXx##|| says: like...ur fuckin simple...and that guy next door an emokid...u call him a posuer.,.. ||##XxXx##||She Suck Dicks For Breakfast, Balls For Snacks||##xXx##|| says: coz...he have habits and lifestlyes which u dont follow...or easy saying....things which u think r stupid to u... ||##XxXx##||She Suck Dicks For Breakfast, Balls For Snacks||##xXx##|| says: like some emos...they take drugs to feel high...they slit their wrists......and have that undead kind of life... ||##XxXx##||She Suck Dicks For Breakfast, Balls For Snacks||##xXx##|| says: coz...ur SO fuckin down-to-earth...havin these thoughts of drugs....undeads...those blood and gore...is somethin out of this world.... ||##XxXx##||She Suck Dicks For Breakfast, Balls For Snacks||##xXx##|| says: becoz...u dont do such things... Ænimic says: urmm wait wait.. ||##XxXx##||She Suck Dicks For Breakfast, Balls For Snacks||##xXx##|| says: c'mon....if u try to follow someone to be emo...u'll be like one Ænimic says: thoughts of drugs and suicide.. ||##XxXx##||She Suck Dicks For Breakfast, Balls For Snacks||##xXx##|| says: yeah Ænimic says: thats what normal people have actually.. Ænimic says: thats why i think emo is such a stupid concept.. kamal says: WE ARE ALL POSERS!!! Ænimic says: coz its just making the feelings more worse.. ||##XxXx##||She Suck Dicks For Breakfast, Balls For Snacks||##xXx##|| says: i mean...try to be emo one day.... and u'll see urself in a seat where u ARE an emo....but actually...a poseur Ænimic says: as for indie...i have no say ar...its definitely music.. ||##XxXx##||She Suck Dicks For Breakfast, Balls For Snacks||##xXx##|| says: becoz....these things u r the one hu control....and u feel tat whatcha doin is rite...bt not in the eyes of others ||##XxXx##||She Suck Dicks For Breakfast, Balls For Snacks||##xXx##|| says: so OTHER ppl call u poseur ||##XxXx##||She Suck Dicks For Breakfast, Balls For Snacks||##xXx##|| says: this is non-stop lah Ænimic says: but seriously,thoughts of suicide...everyone goes thru that...in short...emo are just over sensitive...taking their feelings to serious...and too weak in this world.. ||##XxXx##||She Suck Dicks For Breakfast, Balls For Snacks||##xXx##|| says: if u slack kind of person...u be emo...and when ur friend calls u poseur...give him the oppurtunity to be one emo kid....n someday...he stops calling u a poseur...becoz he's acting emo too...and suddenl;y ur other friend intimidates you again... Ænimic says: and please eh,emo music..is stupid...they keep on saying they wanna die and take drugs and such...but why are they still getting money from all the money u spent on their albums? ||##XxXx##||She Suck Dicks For Breakfast, Balls For Snacks||##xXx##|| says: one day....all become ""posuers"" Ænimic says: its just a fucking ploy ||##XxXx##||She Suck Dicks For Breakfast, Balls For Snacks||##xXx##|| says: emo is a culture Ænimic says: yeah yeah...ok ok...u win lah.. ||##XxXx##||She Suck Dicks For Breakfast, Balls For Snacks||##xXx##|| says: ppl tend to get coaught entagled with the media Ænimic says: this is too much rocket science.. ||##XxXx##||She Suck Dicks For Breakfast, Balls For Snacks||##xXx##|| says: hu doenst wanna get rich rite ||##XxXx##||She Suck Dicks For Breakfast, Balls For Snacks||##xXx##|| says: its the culture that's impt...money is somethin that u need to live man...its a modernise world now Ænimic says: too hard for a simple mind...life's too difficult already to be further burdened by these "invisible" rules of poseurism and concepts.. ||##XxXx##||She Suck Dicks For Breakfast, Balls For Snacks||##xXx##|| says: u cant live without money kamal says: OI!! kamal says: STOP LAH!! kamal says: all i wanna noe is wat's the diff bet emo and indie Ænimic says: thank you for ur explanation coz it just makes me refuse to embrace a concept kamal says: tt's all ||##XxXx##||She Suck Dicks For Breakfast, Balls For Snacks||##xXx##|| says: hahahaha ||##XxXx##||She Suck Dicks For Breakfast, Balls For Snacks||##xXx##|| says: kesian kamal ||##XxXx##||She Suck Dicks For Breakfast, Balls For Snacks||##xXx##|| says: ahahahahahahahahahahaha Ænimic says: like uh-huh ||##XxXx##||She Suck Dicks For Breakfast, Balls For Snacks||##xXx##|| says: yeah ||##XxXx##||She Suck Dicks For Breakfast, Balls For Snacks||##xXx##|| says: i took the so-called risk to be emo ||##XxXx##||She Suck Dicks For Breakfast, Balls For Snacks||##xXx##|| says: bt the heck ||##XxXx##||She Suck Dicks For Breakfast, Balls For Snacks||##xXx##|| says: i am NATURALLY emo kamal says: my stand is this : trends are stupid.. ||##XxXx##||She Suck Dicks For Breakfast, Balls For Snacks||##xXx##|| says: just wanna chg that fucking culture of mine....coz its sucks kamal says: emo, indie and watsoever.. ||##XxXx##||She Suck Dicks For Breakfast, Balls For Snacks||##xXx##|| says: thats why. i chg to a hippy and happy culture...indie kamal says: ok i rephrase tt.. ||##XxXx##||She Suck Dicks For Breakfast, Balls For Snacks||##xXx##|| says: i dont like to be bullied...being called names...a nerd...kedi..bapok....no snese of humour....pendiam.... so fucking geek obout studies... ||##XxXx##||She Suck Dicks For Breakfast, Balls For Snacks||##xXx##|| says: i admit....i was like that in secondary skool kamal says: cultures and trends are stupid ||##XxXx##||She Suck Dicks For Breakfast, Balls For Snacks||##xXx##|| says: its such a fuckin hard life for me to get out of that emo situation kamal says: u follow them, then u're a cunt ||##XxXx##||She Suck Dicks For Breakfast, Balls For Snacks||##xXx##|| says: im no poser demi Allah kamal says: wat's wrong about being studious? ||##XxXx##||She Suck Dicks For Breakfast, Balls For Snacks||##xXx##|| says: emo in my blood...u nvr see me do WILD tantrums in skoool.. ||##XxXx##||She Suck Dicks For Breakfast, Balls For Snacks||##xXx##|| says: i nmean... i screamed....i cried....i throw things arnd...i beat up girls... Ænimic says: emo is in everyones blood lah.. ||##XxXx##||She Suck Dicks For Breakfast, Balls For Snacks||##xXx##|| says: THAT was me....in secondary skool ||##XxXx##||She Suck Dicks For Breakfast, Balls For Snacks||##xXx##|| says: but faggoty humans MUST SEE TO BELIEVE...so what the heck..its up to u to make the decsion to call me emo or nopt ||##XxXx##||She Suck Dicks For Breakfast, Balls For Snacks||##xXx##|| says: nto* ||##XxXx##||She Suck Dicks For Breakfast, Balls For Snacks||##xXx##|| says: not* i am wad i am...and im emo kamal says: OI!!! kamal says: emo or no emo ||##XxXx##||She Suck Dicks For Breakfast, Balls For Snacks||##xXx##|| says: i dont give a damn to u ppl callin me a poser...demi Allah...aku tau aku bukn a poser kamal says: indie or no indie ||##XxXx##||She Suck Dicks For Breakfast, Balls For Snacks||##xXx##|| says: its just the way ppl wanna think kamal says: poser or no poser ||##XxXx##||She Suck Dicks For Breakfast, Balls For Snacks||##xXx##|| says: u guys make me confess things that i don wanna talk about kamal says: let's just pick up our guitArs and sing.. ||##XxXx##||She Suck Dicks For Breakfast, Balls For Snacks||##xXx##|| says: it sedih tau kamal says: Ænimic says: why scared to be poseur? Ænimic says: its not a sin Ænimic says: u'll get the chicks too Ænimic says: recommended man.. Ænimic says: but its a matter of integrity.. ||##XxXx##||She Suck Dicks For Breakfast, Balls For Snacks||##xXx##|| says: i mean...i don wanna recall those things back in secondary skool ||##XxXx##||She Suck Dicks For Breakfast, Balls For Snacks||##xXx##|| says: u ppl make me do it ||##XxXx##||She Suck Dicks For Breakfast, Balls For Snacks||##xXx##|| says: im sick and fucked up abput ppl labelling me as a poser oor trendy wanker ||##XxXx##||She Suck Dicks For Breakfast, Balls For Snacks||##xXx##|| says: its not a fuckin trend ok if im emo...it really hurts alot! kamal says: kamal says: u just gotta embrace it!! kamal says: ppl called me KAMAL KOCOK KING kamal says: u tink i give a ? kamal says: damn i LOVED that name!!! Ænimic says: K.K King ||##XxXx##||She Suck Dicks For Breakfast, Balls For Snacks||##xXx##|| says: u think it fucking funny/ Ænimic says: siul...total blues.. ||##XxXx##||She Suck Dicks For Breakfast, Balls For Snacks||##xXx##|| says: DEMI ALLAH..im pissed now kamal says: when u're laughing WITH them.. kamal says: it's not KUTOK anymore Ænimic says: relax lah azizi...its just an exchange of ideas...u get so worked up coz u're in ur own catatonic mentality so chill out lah... Ænimic says: an exchange of ideas never does harm to anyone....unless u dun wanna listen and wanna be narrow-minded ||##XxXx##||She Suck Dicks For Breakfast, Balls For Snacks||##xXx##|| says: YOU ppl are narrow-minded ||##XxXx##||She Suck Dicks For Breakfast, Balls For Snacks||##xXx##|| says: cant even differentiate DIFFERENCES BETWEEN POSERS AND NON-POSERS Ænimic says: posers are non-posers and non-posers are posers...i got no time to label people when they dun bother me...unless they start acting clever and then the info are crap...then that IS a poser... ||##XxXx##||She Suck Dicks For Breakfast, Balls For Snacks||##xXx##|| says: I AM EMO NOW ||##XxXx##||She Suck Dicks For Breakfast, Balls For Snacks||##xXx##|| says: MUAHAHAHAHA kamal says: posers are ppl have an ovation at home but they cant play any decent tune ||##XxXx##||She Suck Dicks For Breakfast, Balls For Snacks||##xXx##|| says: im just carzy ||##XxXx##||She Suck Dicks For Breakfast, Balls For Snacks||##xXx##|| says: crazy kamal says: posers are ppl that buy guiTars for investment ||##XxXx##||She Suck Dicks For Breakfast, Balls For Snacks||##xXx##|| says: stop lah kamalk ||##XxXx##||She Suck Dicks For Breakfast, Balls For Snacks||##xXx##|| says: we've ended our ceramah ||##XxXx##||She Suck Dicks For Breakfast, Balls For Snacks||##xXx##|| says: weelll ||##XxXx##||She Suck Dicks For Breakfast, Balls For Snacks||##xXx##|| says: fine ||##XxXx##||She Suck Dicks For Breakfast, Balls For Snacks||##xXx##|| says: don wanna be emo or indie ||##XxXx##||She Suck Dicks For Breakfast, Balls For Snacks||##xXx##|| says: i mean...breaks friendships ||##XxXx##||She Suck Dicks For Breakfast, Balls For Snacks||##xXx##|| says: so lets chill out ||##XxXx##||She Suck Dicks For Breakfast, Balls For Snacks||##xXx##|| says: *white flag* kamal says:

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